NADIE SABE LO QUE TIENE HASTA QUE LO P[IERDE,pero  nadie sabe de lo que nos estamos perdiendo hasta que lo encontramos

any predictions for tonight???

NEED TO BREATHE

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mJpP465DiAw&feature=related

So yeah I got a new job postion in the office.
It's only 1/2 the time though but hey I don't care.
I'm like trying to make myself a better person.
I'm trying to read and meditate and understand who I really am.
It's slowly comming along but I'm so content with my life.
I got a loving family and a loving family of friends and of course my coven.
I have a good job and the only negative things is that I'm single and no one seems intrested in me and that I gained over 45lbs and I'm struggling to get it off.
I can't wait 'til Harvest so I can fully thank the Gods and Goddesses for all they have given to me.
I'm somewhat spiritually happy but I feel like I need to do more for the Gods and Goddesses to be fully happy.

~Got to go get ready for bed so I can watch the MTV VMAS~

KUTLESS   WORD OF GOD SPEAK  (sea of faces) 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xIrB-p83CYo&feature=related

STRONG TOWER- KUTLESS

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Sj4ViZN__g&feature=related    

KUTLESS   NOT WHAT YOU SEE 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FP_k224UvgQ&feature=related

 QUESTAPALOOZA BAPTISM 2008

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mhcz_YgwZrs&feature=related

My day was good getting these set up for school I e-mailed and asked if there was a way I could do the placement test online cause my freakin doctor has not signed off on the papers yet which is another battle I know there probably not going to say anything but I figured I would try so we will see i'm really eager to start and I'm going to work my ass off. The rest of the day I watched movies with Robert its been fun and relaxing.

Tonight I plan to watch Army wives I love that show! I hope everyone has a good week I can't wait to see what the week holds.

Fom what I and anyone else who tuned in for your disaster this afternoon we saw that YOU AND YOUR TEAM SUCK!!!!

Might as well get this started now FIRE MARVIN.

I think that this might be Jerrico's last match.

 tHE SOUNDS NOT GREAT BUT THE VIDEO IS GOOD !!!!

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 QUESTAPALOOZA   2006 VIDEO      http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WuU0X5LvY3E

For those who want to know:

John Chrysostom and the Jews by Robert Wilken

Signs and Mysteries: Revealing Ancient Christian Symbols by Mike Aquilina

The Biblical Basis for the Eucharist by John Salza

Church Fathers by Pope Benedict XVI (when it is published this month)

The Last Mughal by William Dalrymple

This again won't be the thought out blog it always is!!! Due to a series of power outages i've had to keep it short this month. But I am adding a new element to this month's as well, I will be adding my roomates prdiction as well to see who is the best lol!!!!!!

HBK vs. Chris Jericho- as i've said before Jericho gets everything and more to him tonight!!!

My Pick HBK                                  My Roomates HBK

World Heavy Weight Title Scarmble

My pick CM Punk                           My Roomate Kane

ECW Tilte Scramble

My Pick Matt Hardy                         My Roomates Matt Hardy

WWE Title Scramble

My pick The Brian Kendrick (Iknow, I know am going for the underdog) My roomates HHH - Which am sure will win this one!!!!! But Jeff Hardy go man,man go!!!!!!

Diva's Title match

My pick Michelle McCool               My roomates Michelle McCool by d-q

World Tag Team Tiltle

My Pick Rhodes and DiBiase       My roomates Cryme Tyme

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I must say, this weekend is exactly what I needed!

Friday, I had a six hour shopping excursion with my friend Krystal. I managed to buy a new pair of jeans (down two sizes baby!), a hat, a ring, two bras, and two tops. Friday night I went to Big Shots in Clearwater with my friends. The best way to describe Big Shots is a bowling alley without the lanes. I told my friend Kris the place is like an adult day care. Saturday morning I cleaned the whole house! I even vaccumed in between the couch cusions, and found a dime. Saturday night I had dinner at Grillsmith with Krystal, Kris and Nick. That place is DELICIOUS! We were stuffed, then went home and played Catch Phrase. Whoever lost the round had to take a sip of their drink. For them that was fun, for me it was torture because the last thing I want after eating a large meal is booze. We went to MacDinton's for like an hour and a half, and I was at home and in bed by 2:45AM.

Today, I almost died. I was walking my dog, Conan, and as I was about to step back into the house I looked down and saw a brown reclouse spider!!! Holy hell! I screamed like I was being murdered. I didn't know what to do and my dad came out and squished it. I've heard horror stories about those spiders. Even the smallest spider scares me! I'd take a picture of it, but I can't even look at pics of the eight-legged devils. Gross.

Today was also hard one to get through. Brett Favre made his official regular season debut as a New York Jet. I couldn't watch much of it. I listened to the game, but every time I looked at the TV, I wanted to cry :( Packers play tomorrow!! I'm buying my Donald Driver jersey ASAP!

VMAs tonight!

Go Packers!!

Jab

How to manifest your intentions, and to read the signs along the way.
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There are 5 different areas in our lives that affect manifesting our intentions into our lives. They are God/dess abilities that each of us have been endowed with by our Creator to help us in the process of our manfesting our intentions, to guide us on our journey and to help keep us out of the dark, it is my hope that this will help you in your journey.

1. Speak Your Intention

The key is to clearly place your intent into the energy and the world around you. It must be spoken out loud, for you and Spirit to hear. What I have come to understand is that the 'spoken word' when spoken with intention has power within you and in the world around you . I can go along wondering why nothing is happening , and then realize that I have not spoken what it is I am intending to manifest in this world. One of my desires is to gain the wisdom, information ,tools and gifts needed to be a healer , so I must speak forth that goal into my life with intent, and purpose, believing that it will be so!!

"I speak forth in to my life and in my spiritual journey that   the energy of love and healing be manifested in me, I want to be a healer and I intend and purpose in my life  that I gain the tools , skills and the talents needed to pursue that goal, so that I can be of service to others in love harming none. This is my will, my desire and I intend that it be so."

2. Your Inner Voice

Yes, you have one, and it is high time you begin to hear and access this gift given to us all.
 I think of my inner voice as a sort of early warning system. It tends to kick in when I'm about to stray from my path or make a wrong decision. I have found that this happens time and time again, sometimes its occurrence is quite often when I am stumbling around not grounded in my chosen path. When I am in a time of fear and doubt and I begin to loose my way and grab onto those things that I have already let go, then my inner voice kicks in with a vengeance.

Right before I act, and think that maybe I should go back to another way of thinking and being at the moment of the actual intention of taking one path over another, I will get a sudden sense that maybe this isn't the way to go. Most of the time, it's very subtle and could easily be explained away as nervousness or a lack of self-confidence, (One of the key things that I learned is to pay attention to where this thought process or feeling is  taking place. One way  to explain this is to think of a math problem, start adding or multiplying numbers together . As you think about adding these numbers you will begin to  feel the thoughts  of these calculations taking place in the upper right hand portion of your brain. Now  to experience how it may feel  thinking from the  other side of your brain , try visualizing something creative, like painting a picture or making something creative like making jewelry or pottery. Don't think about how you would do it - actually visualize doing it, using the brush and what paints you are using and how you will paint the picture or make the art work, do this in your mind. As you do this, you'll feel the thoughts taking place in the upper left hand portion of your brain. If you don't  get any feeling in this  process,  then notice which direction  that your eyes naturally look in  when you do the math calculations and when you do your art begin to  pay attention to the sensations and feelings that will accompany those experiences. Awakening to these things when you are doing them will be the key to how things work within you. Start becoming aware when you are feeling doubts and fears, and lack self- confidence, and where it is in your body you are feeling these things. And the same token when you determine, or think its that Inner voice, notice where it is coming from, is it in the same place where the doubts and fear and lack of self confidence comes from? Take notice . This will aid you in the future to know when Fear or that Inner voice is speaking and you will not have to try to figure out over and over again which is speaking, figure it out now so you can heed that inner voice when it truly matters. Many just beginning the Spiritual journey do not know that they have an Inner Voice, by doing this,
you will suddenly discover that you too , have an inner voice of your own. Call it what you will,  your spirit guide, your guardian angel - I call it my Higher Soul, the title doesn't matter. It will, however, guide you toward whatever intent you have spoken.

3. Intuition

Yes you have this as well , whether you are male or female, it too is a gift of our Source, given for our highest good.
Intuition is much more subtle than your inner voice. You'll also discover that the sensation that accompanies it takes place in a different area of your energy field or body.
 Your inner voice is kind of psychic warning light, your intuition is more of a  road map. Instead of warning you away from somewhere you shouldn't go, it will present choices that would be more beneficial for you to make for your higher good. It's much more subtle than your inner voice, most likely because the energy associated with the positive choices we make is less acute , it will feel that all is well, a peace ,a knowing that this is where you need to go or perspective you need to  see, than the energy associated with negative choices which sometimes seem so much stronger because the consequences to you and others may be more weightier, Positive thoughts and actions have such a  airy and lightness about them , Negative thoughts and actions are heaver and denser and weigh you down.

4. Synchronicity
This to me is the witness that we are not alone, and that work is being done on our behalf.
The key idea here is to be careful what you ask for - you might just get it.

Synchronicity occurs when reality  and Spirit unfolds in the physical world to present us with exactly what we were hoping to find. It is something that happens out side of us, it also represents to me that there really is more going on 'behind the scenes ' than I was  aware was there. It is a heads up to me that the Spirit world is real and that there are spirits and guides and helpers truly there for you and letting you know by  these 'strange' events that happen, and that pertain to your intentions,are working in ways that you will be aware of  in the world around you . Personally I always need a confirmation or witness to my spirit of 2 or 3  'like' things before I take it as Spirit working  and my intentions are working to manifest in a certain situation.

More than anything else, synchronicity (much like deja vu), is a confirmation that we're making choices that are resulting in our positive growth and personal evolution. That doesn't mean that the journey is going to be an easy one, only that it offers us the opportunity to grow. Where intuitions serves to say, "You know, maybe you should go back to school or go for this particular training ," synchronicity has your course catalog fall open to a class you had been thinking about taking, but wasn't aware that the college offered.Or a forgotten acquaintance  just happens to sit next to you and begins to speaks to you about such and such training that she is teaching , or that she is thinking about doing, and where it can be done, It's much more focused than intuition and occurs outside of our personal energy field, so there isn't often an accompanying sensation (although it will occasionally trigger a response from your kundalini nervous system as a sort of chill without an accompanying sense of temperature that courses down your back).

5. The Physical World

 If I'm where I need to be by following the four techniques listed above,  then my body will be in balance with the energy that is  guiding me, and I will feel at peace, and in excited expectation . But should I make a decision that throws me out of balance, it will manifests in a physical way. For me my stomach begins to hurt, or my body gets sick or achy to the extreme, more so than the normal.When I don't listen to the  inner voice , or intuition, or fail to accept the synchronicity that is happening  it is then that I will run into a wall, or trip and fall on nothing, or get sick. For instance a friend of mine was into alot of drugs, and apparently hiding this addiction, she got all kinds of signs and warning buzzers went off within her time and time again, she knew she should quit, in fact she really wanted to , she knew that she was tired of this life, but for some reason she just kept on , and not listened, so what happened, well if you are familiar with Tarot , she got a good dose of the Tower Card, she just wouldn't listen and so spirit stepped in and she was arrested and almost went to prison but somehow, she didn't but she did get the help she needed, and she did begin to go in the direction that really was her intention but was either too weak, fearful, or addicted to go it alone. So you see, if your intention is strong, and it is  especially for your highest good, it will manifest, and it works best if you are in line with it all the way through the process, and don't renig ,out of fear.
These moments differ from mundane clumsiness by the fact that they occur soon after that particular  thought is completed. There should be  a short time between the completion of the thought and the occurrence. It's the response of the energy around you to the energy behind the thought. Your decision isn't in sync with the energy you've been manifesting that has been guiding you, so there's a reaction, just like when you throw a rock in a pond, the ripples always  are a response.

It is my intention that this will be a help and a blessing to you.

blessed be

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